2011.06.30 Thursday
long distance
物理的な距離って大変だ。最近ほんとうにそう思う。
最後に会ったのは、2/17。そのあと震災があり、お互いの仕事の状況がかわり、怒ったり泣いたり笑ったり慰めたり励ましたり喧嘩したり仲直りしたり迷ったり悩んだり立ち止まったり道が見えなくなったり光を見つけたり。大事なことが何なのか、何をして生きていきたいのか、犠牲とは何か、譲れないものは何なのか。考えて考えて考えた。話して話して話し合った。答えなんてないのだ。ただ自分を信じるだけ。パートナーのしあわせを同時に願うだけ。存在だけが、確かな証。そうして決めていけばいい。出会ったことに、すでに意味があるのだから。
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We've been lived 9,600 km away each other for 21 months. We live together for only 5 month. The last time we met is 17 Feb at Heathrow Airport this year. And then, Big earthquake changed us a lot. We seriously discuss about our future life again and again. Which country are we going to live together, what is the most priority in our life. How can we decide it, and when exactly we can move. we sometimes in stuck with tears in many reason. We desire to live together and would like to grow up through this relationship. But at the same time, job is important for us, too. we want to continue and deepen our career. There is a responsibility, too. Also, we knew it's necessary for us to be together. How difficult to take a decision. We sometimes feel what is the sacrifice for getting it. And every time we feel it, we eventually realize how important is to be together. That could make us strong and happy. Now we're sure that there is a reason we met and chose each other. And then, we'll see the future.